Underestimates...

Branches fall from the black oak tree, smashing the habitat's of those that live below. The ant hill opening is imprisoned underneath a giant twig. The rabbits hole is blocked by a barricade of cloven branches. Another arm of the tree lays upon a nest of eggs. Crushed under the power of the branch, they lay broken, the frail embryos exposed, defenseless. Once the large oak offered shelter, shade, protection, and love. Now as the wind upsets its limbs they bend and break, falling to the ground. What does this all remind you of? You getting kicked off the team and coming home to yell at your unsuspecting, innocent brother? You kicking your dog because you fall off your bike? You helpless beneath the anger of your father, triggered by his alcoholism?

Who is this? Who am I? Who are you?

This was a draft... I was scared to post it... But what the hell here it is... I wrote it for a friend, as a joke? Yes, that's a question, because I don't know yet... Odd, yes I know. The oringinal date and time was 10:01pm Nov. 21 2004... not that anyone cares it's just for my own reference, thank you very much.

Endless skys and blissful oceans can only perceive my longing for you. You are divine in all your subtlety. It is still an ambiguous affair to why I long for your embrace. You unwrapped my soul when I gazed in your eyes. You are my one, my only, my truthes, my lies. I am a widow to loathing when I hear you name. I dream of you. We lay in each others arms. On vast sandy beaches, with clear blue seas. On delicate sheets that graze and massage our bodies into ecstasy. I thrive with pleasure contemplating your touch. I long for you. Dont hold back. Indulge in your fantisies.

My One True Love/You Are My Heart

These are really sweet, my honey had wrote these for me a few days ago and with his permission I decided to post them on here since I have had THE WORST writers block these past few months, or however long it's been. But anyways here they are...

The name Denisha could only remind me of a beauty that is unmatched. Just the thoughts of my love is more than enough to bring me to my knees. The sweet smell of my love fills me with warm feelings. Luscious full lips, one kiss could paralyze me with an overwhelming sense of joy. Not to forget a smile that can melt away any problems I might have. Looking into her eyes could only be compared to staring into heaven. This is a woman that I will love like no other. This woman who owns and controls my heart, soul, and every emotion. I shall never meet a princess as intelligent, sweet, or as beautiful as my one true love, Denisha.

Awe, how cute! ::tear:: Ok NEXT!

You're a deep burning inside my soul.
My feelings spin helplessly out of control.
When you aren't near I yearn for your touch.
Your love takes me to the top of the highest mountain.
My love for you flows like a fountain.
With you I wish to share my life.
I pray one day you'll be my wife.
My love grows stronger everyday.
I hope we never go separate ways.
I love you like I've loved no other.
One day you'll be my babies mother.
I hope we'll always be together.
Even when our relationship hits stormy weather.
Baby please choose me for forever and ever.
Denisha so beautiful and smart.
I hope you know you are my heart.

Wait for me... until text time

listen to the birds fly swiftly across the darkening sky
they rush home to their loves
will you fly across the sky for me
will you make me rush like a raging river in the mist of October
i cant wait for the day you will enter through those doors and throw yourself at my feet
i can wait for the time you will leave me heart broken once more and lost among the leaves of a cool autumn night
i just long to feel the touch of your skin
your arm next to mine
my head rested on your shoulders
stand under the sky with me and watch the stars
watch the mist form words of love and lust in the air
devotion is thick for i am for you and you are for me
i cant realize how it has been so long
i dont comprehend the reasons as to why we cant speak
our words are cut off by the sharp knife that may have cut through our friendship
yet still i think of you
ive dreamed of you
ive prayed for you
where does time go
into the never ending cycle of chaos and matrimony
i wish you were here...

Steam me

Steamy clouds of anguish and heartache fog my view. My view of the world. My view of you. Suffering creeps over my mortal parts as tears stream down my face. Soon my body is abducted by buried, hidden feelings. Should it feel this way? Why does it hurt more physically then it does mentally? Why does it have to end this way? All of my life I have waited for your presence, and now its gone forever? Forever is what I thought we would be. Forever is what I expected we would be. Forever is what I thought we should be. I miss you. My heart feels heavy. It still carries your weight...

Who says?

Who says all tears must flow to the ground. Who says that when your heart breaks it will never mend. Who says there is no one for somebody and somebody for no one. Who says we all must muster our courage to fight for what is right and honor what is true to someone else's beliefs. Who says that whenever you loose your mind you have lost your heart and soul. Who says that there can never be a change in humanity and that people can't reach a higher energy of love. Who says that when we grow old we grow numb. Who says it is wrong to toy with the feelings that rush over your body once you have reached a new passage in life. Who says a change of heart means a change in your orbit around eternity. Who says we always have to make sense. Who says?

WiPeS

You turned over the rock that lay resting in the shallow streams of my heart. You found the true meaning of emptiness and fathomed my long lost sorrows. You touched the stars that twinkle and sparkle in the space between the galaxy and the moon. Your colors are crimson and starch white. You bask in my sun shine. You linger in my mind. You stir up my thoughts as I try to make them unwind. You are the seam to my dress, that keeps my secrets hidden and caresses my curves. You fill me up and make my feelings over flow. How I keep your devotion is an enigma to the all. I can see my future in your eyes and only yours. Your life is like the motion picture that tells the tale of forgotten ecstasies and covert lust. Your inexplicable moral pours through my soul. I am completely surrounded by nostalgia. I am yours forever.

Vote ME for President!

I am a widow of my sanity. It died November 5th 2004. I have grown to realize this world is one large votex soon to just suck every emotion out of every being. It just hasn't started votexing yet. Vortexing? Who cares. Why must we conform to the conformations of half steppers and bull shitters. Why must we give in to the immunization of the disease of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Have all those who dream awoke. Have all those who comprehend our truths, our fallacies of living on green grasses, and swimming in white waters, and breathing in clean air, and watching white clouds cascade across blue skies, deceased. Where have the beings of humanity hidden themselves. They have left our fathers and mothers of the future to determine life, not our children and grandchildren. What is eternal bliss anymore. Was it not the breath of life, the kiss of your first love, the forbidden fortresses that lie in the closets waiting to be discovered, the splash of happiness on the faces of children running for the ice cream truck, the forlorn caress of the water in the sprinkler on a hot summer day, that first touch of spring where the flower meets the bee and the popsicle meets your tongue. Is life lost for those who dream of dreaming, for those who dream of sleeping, for those dream of that day that will change their life. Change their life for better or for worst.

Don't Edit my HTML

Why must we go through such burning flames when our lives begin. The days of your lives are numbered. Mine are just lettered. Don't you see we are all in a different stage. When you jump through the hoops like a dog at a circus act, you are blinded by the true change in the wind. The facade that makes all humans appear real. We are not real, we are but dogs jumping through the burning hoops of life. Live like there was no yesterday. Live as if there is a tomorrow. There will be a tomorrow, there always is for someone. For tomorrow is your future either you like it or not; dead or alive. Cool the flames with the water of desire. Splash the fire with the shower of fortune. Don't let go of the dreams you relish in your sleep. Feast on the forbidden fruit, as you were born into this world to do so. Put out the fire of anguish and hatred with the waves of love and compassion. Don't be a fool to society. Finish the text.